Today, She Arrived
I held a just-hours-old infant today
And welcomed her to the world
After I washed my hands of the clay dirt resting in my lifeline
Dirt stuck to my palm from rocks stolen off a dirt road
piled into the back of my truck
yanked for my own yard
When I thought the mother,
unexpectedly radiant with hair down,
wasn’t looking,
I kissed the baby’s temple
I couldn’t help it.
She is just right
Like a misty garden
With lily pads and lissome ferns
A million shades of green
Nothing like my torn-up boots
And dried mud trail tracked across the hospital
Dark brown hair scooted out under her knitted cap
Long eyelashes fluttered when the camera flashed
Her sucked-in lip, na�ve
Her reddish clear cheeks, free of worldy influence
Her hands untouched by earth
When will she lick her first blade of grass?
When will her eyes follow her first floating cloud?
She made me want to be cleaner
Prettier, more feminine
She made me want to start over
Untainted
She hadn’t made any mistakes yet, errors, faux pas
She hasn’t eaten too much, spent too much
Embarrassed herself.
I called her a little shrimp
Before she was born
But when I met her bundled smallness
I saw a beautiful quiet girl, a woman with truthfulness and dexterous hands
A gentle fascinating soul
I’m sure will love animals and plants
And want to keep the earth as clean and lovely as she.
Or maybe I just want
Maybe I just want a soul to be born and save us
A lot to ask from six pound three ounces
But unlike me, who pilfered from the planet today,
I think she’s liable to spread kindness and beauty
Since she already accomplished such
Her very first afternoon