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Poetry | August 2010

Retching

By Kirsten Neff

I watch my child,
who has never thrown up,
bow his face obediently

into the gleaming
open mouth of a toilet bowl.
Eyes closed, hands clenching

the cotton across his thighs.
He is trained not to touch
the surface of this porcelain statue.

His body convulses
as if flogged, and when he turns
his face up to mine,

in between tremors,
it is only to ask
what he has done wrong.

In my mind I see an even smaller boy,
alone in an alley in Chennai.
He bends over steam,

clenching a stick in one hand,
his own dhoti in the other,
and retches into a pile

of feces and rotting rice,
adds his own bile to the waste
that defines the boundaries of his life,

a quiet mortal ritual,
like riding the bus
to school each morning.

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