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Poetry | September 2014

Breaking the Broken Things

By Cheryl Dumesnil

In the back room my oldest son is banging on his drum kit,
wailing lyrics I can’t understand—something about

breaking the broken things. He’s pissed off because
his kindergarten teacher told him it might snow today

in our town where snow never falls, and this morning
all he woke to was frost. So I sent him back to the drums

to work it out while I type on Facebook with Janice
and Cory, playing a heavyweight bout of who can

embarrass themselves more. Today’s theme: childhood
pets, the missing and the dead. I go first: 1978, after

my dog ran away, I cried every time I heard the theme song
to WKRP in Cincinnati: Baby if you ever wondered,
 
wondered whatever became of me . . .  Next up: Janice.
In third grade, her cat died and for weeks she sang

“I Know I’ll Never Love This Way Again,” Mostly
in my head, she says, but probably also a little bit
 
out loud. Cory claims he doesn’t have a pet song story,
but now somehow he wishes he did, which opens up

a hole for a joke. Waiting for it, I remember the day
my youngest son burst into tears for reasons unknown,

how I found him sitting on the toilet, jammies bunched
around his ankles, chin trembling on his bare chest,

while in the kitchen Gloria Gaynor vowed survival
to a disco beat. It’s just so sad, he said, how they
 
loved each other and now they don’t. Oh childhood,
you asshole, you unconscionable purveyor of loss.

On my computer, Janice suggests, Cory, you could
buy a hamster then accidentally lose it while singing
 
“All by Myself.” And I imagine the three of us busting out
laughing like we used to years back, leaning against

the scuffed brown wall at Hemlock Tavern, a guitar solo
from someone’s roommate’s friend’s band splicing

our ear drums. But now Janice is in Poland, Cory in Berlin,
and I am still here with this kid who has splintered the tip

off his drumstick, pounding out a song about broken things,
in a city where promised snow always refuses to fall.

1 reply on “Breaking the Broken Things”

mosays:
September 27, 2014 at 10:33 pm

in music class, O reminisced saying that that they played “All of Me” during his great grandpa’s funeral. Something about the swell of the music stirred up his sadness about the permanence of death, making an association with a song he had never heard before, immediately intimate and familiar.

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