Birthday Cake
In the pantry, jars in a row—
rapadura, unbleached flour,
white rice seems
to squirm up the glass.
To my inner edges,
one child clings
tight.
On the counter, mortar and pestle—
halves of one, they split the seeds,
pull fragrant
oil from husk.
Her cells were mine,
not mine:
In me.
At the table, the napkins are folded—
and each knife strains under the edge of
its plate
as it should.
My heart blooms, warm
oil
in cool milk.
In my hand, the smooth brown eggs—
I crack them on the metal dish,
and watch
each yolk slide.
She curled like smoke
inside,
then out.
In her mouth, the butter melts—
becomes her body, once shared,
this child
grows— her own.
I will let her go.
I have to
let go.
1 reply on “Birthday Cake”
Just beautiful! Thanks.